Exam is next week. Owh no... I dont even know how would the result will be... Wish me luck ya....

Been so long never update my blog. Today, I don't feel that good. At work, of coz I've been trying hard to fulfill what required even there is no guide line. I accept my mistake if there is really my mistake. But, if I don't know, I think you should guide me rather than scolding. After all the hard work and "shits" cleared by me, you still say I do nothing??!!! If I don't do my job properly, do you think the other section can do his job?!! Well, I think the answer is NO. I love to work in my current company, the you make me want to go away from here. You always say people stupid, shit, in love.... Do you thing it is professional?! Well, no wonder you've been working so long with that kind of education, you only can be 'that' position?! I think it has thing to do with your attitude.... Well, I always believe, whatever you do to people, you will get it too... I think that already explain why you still in that position for so long...

There’s only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can’t handle the disappointment anymore. When things change, people change, and it doesn’t mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, it means accepting things that weren’t meant to be. There’s a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and fixing every little thing, but it’s not giving up. You’ve got to do what’s right for you even if it hurts.

Wondering what will happen next...


 I'm sick and tired of all this...


Why I have to be the who always sacrifice?!!


Why others is the one who always have the credit?!!!


Why???? Why??? Why???

I've been walked, used and forgotten and I don't regret one moment of it because in those moments, I've learned a lot. I've learn who I can trust and can't. I've learned the meaning of friendship. I've learned how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. I've learned how to become teenager, and how to grow up when I need to. I've been to hell and back a few times, and I won't ever take what I have for granted. This is life, live it one day at time. You never know how many days you've got left in this world.

Feeling demoralised is so un-healthy. But, that is the fact that I'm facing now. I believe in Karma. Whatever comes to you is only obstacle. All you need to do is just be patient and just do your best to overcome all this.

How I wish I can satisfied everyone. But that is impossible. Wondering what have I done wrong in their eyes. I guess they forget how they come to this stage of life. Human being, so easily forget where they coming from.